Friday, October 31, 2008

A dream has been born then crushed


With all that is going on in the world today. I have finally found that I have dream that really can come true. This is my first intro and I promise to be bare naked in all of my glory and self.
So here it goes.
I got a phone call yesterday and found myself really irritated with the person on the other end of the phone. I was telling them that I just got a call from a friend of mine who said this bar wants more of my paintings. When that was said the other person had told me that it is prob. not the bar that wanted my work but the person who had called. Either way I don't care but I do care when people think I am going to just give my art out for free. I am at a point in my career that I hate people who think that just because they are giving me leads that I owe them money or even a drink at the bar. Don't get me wrong it is not that I am ungrateful but I am not stupid either. I have not gotten this far in my career to be stupid.
People have been so hungryfor money that I just want to stop painting and drawing all together cause there is ZERO support out there from people who don't even paint. I live in a town where I don't even go out because I have no interest to be fake or deeper than what I really am.
Okay I amdone venting my issues. As if you have not already seen I am a very random writer. Thats why I usually don't.
Thanks love
Crystal